20. Reflections on the travel path

AH ! Every moment of the day there is this bumping up against some parts of yourself, on what you have going on in your mind. It is wonderful to see this happen as it passes.

I am currently nurturing the thoughts of letting the world be as it wants, because I like to be as I want, and to train myself inwardly to be balanced, stable and focused. Both movement work very well when you travel : inner stability giving strength, and letting the world run its own course. The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (pictures here) is of course a splendid movie on how it turns out for him. It is so clear that Walter's orientation and inner life came to reality, to real life when he took those initiatives to GO and GET what he needed. It truly is a fantastic movie, if you have not seen it, you will not regret watching it.  It IS one of those positive movies, that makes you energized and loving your own life even more.

Especially for explorers and modern Indian Jones types like me and doing things that have much less boundary and have this less edge of comfort. Don't get me wrong, I have been doing the routine normal life as well, and I really liked it, as an events manager, I was busy, loved it.... and then I just got that inner 'activation' (like a command inside, that was so weird but real), and suddenly I could not help myself but to start going 'alternative'. I had to find my balance in that alternative attitude, it took me time and much searching, because going outside of the normal cannot be prescribed, I had to INVENT myself.

Now I have gotten used to invent myself every day, getting in some sort of positive mode, empowering myself without security nets, tackling that awful negative mind-field (yeah actually mine-field indeed) without tackling myself. Get my drift ? It was not easy to do things so differently that most of the people run away from you when you can't answer the question 'so, what are you going to do tomorrow'... but I have gotten used to it, and now I have trained myself to be highly connected and gently responsive to all questions, without losing that precious balance. 

So, tomorrow I am going to leave the little rented apartment, and guess what, I have no plans yet on where to go, however ... I have learned that something will come up right on time. I do have an aim, a direction, and that is to travel towards everything that is blissful, powerful, abundant, oxygenated, healthy... and most of that I already have, so now I relax whilst moving one foot before the other.

I feel blessed. I am sovereign and connected and my path goes over the delightful reflection of myself. Sharing is what I like about it too, and that is what this blog is about.